Alright guys... I regret to inform my hardcore bloggers that I shall be getting rid of this blog. Of course, I'm not going completly blogless that would just be silly. I'm just moving to Blog-City because its hella better than blogger. The new site will be: http://someonetoblame.blog-city.com

Thank you all for loving my blog! hehe

*Reverie*

Alright, did nothing today, or yesterday. Tomorrow gotta stupid pool party I gotta go to.

Nothing new to report. Had a stupid dream last night and I thought it was real for a bit. Then I reliezed me and Becca can't drive tractors around town... so... yeah... that stunk.

Alright... done for now.

No lyrics tonight... too lazy.

*Reverie*

Alright folks.

Last full day of work... went out with a bang. lol Alright... theres this guy named Aric at work but we call him george. Why? I don't know. But just know he is a perv. A total and utter perv and gives everyone the heebee jeebees. of course... Jill enjoys encouraging him because I think it gives her some serious personal amuesment. lol Anyway, the office discovered that there was like 5 people that were wearing pink today. Including one of the mirabitos I forget which one. Anyway, Aric came in the room and was buggin the chicks in there and Stacy was like "george where's your pink? You have no pink on you!" And he goes "I'll show you where I have something pink..." and it was like Oh... sweet... jesus... what the hell. I wasn't there at the time when this happened but I was told after. And we were talking about it and how George is a perv and about his pink bunny. Because he has a pink bunny sitting on his desk for some reason and we were cracking up cause we're dirty dirty people and he walks by and Jill goes "shhhh he's coming!" And so Stacy Jill and I get reallly quiet and George comes in and just stands in the door way and I am litterally shaking with laughter. And George gets all close to me and is like "heather are you hyper ventilating?" and I hear Stacy snort behind me and I look over at Jill who has picked up tickets and covered her face with them but is like peering at me through laughter. And I was like *suppressed laughter* "no george... I'm fine.." "You don't look fine, your face is all red." Jill just pipes up "Yeah it is all red! well.. its more pink now. She just felt left out cause she isn't wearing pink today George." This of course starts George goin' at Stacy and he's all "Oh yeah Stacy I never showed you whats pink on my outfit!" And Jill just butts in "we know what it is! Its the your pink bunny!" (remember he has a pink bunny on his desk people...) and George is like "yeah thats it!" or something like that I was dying from silent laughter so this part is blurred. lol But then he bunny hopped like 2 feet and I was just like... oh lord... wow... I dunno, was an interesting day lemme tell you. That was one story but there were a few today. I may actually miss work because it lasts less time than school and theres no homework. That and theres conversation like above. Oh and my boss left early to go to an American Idol concert and Jills like "okay." and when she leaves the room I turn to Jill like O.o What? And she was all "I don't ask..." I mean... really... an American Idol concert... come on Marie... Anyway, glad my summer jobs over. Though I've started hating it less lately and now I leave but whatever.

Thats about all for now.

*Reverie*

Hey you, out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you, standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?

Hey you, don’t help them to bury the light
Don’t give in without a fight.
Hey you, out there on your own
Sitting naked by the phone
Would you touch me?

Hey you, with you ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out
Would you touch me?

Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I’m coming home.
But it was only fantasy.
The wall was too high,
As you can see.
No matter how he tried,
He could not break free.
And the worms ate into his brain.

Hey you, standing in the road
Always doing what you’re told,
Can you help me?
Hey you, out there beyond the wall,
Breaking bottles in the hall,
Can you help me?

Hey you, don’t tell me there’s no hope at all
Together we stand, divided we fall.

-Hey You, Pink Floyd

Good song I haven't heard in a looong time.

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.

So are we playing for keeps?
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.

So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good...

-Playing for Keeps, Matchbook Romance (My one true love...... and look they're almost hot... haha)

Woot, had to put the classic Adam song in my blog. btw... when he says "him" I mean her...ya know what I mean.. unless Adam digs guys... which is very very doubtful. But yeah, I don't actual miss Adam right now but I'm getting the anthem ready cause I've come to the conclusion I am NOT (repeat NOT!) calling him until he calls me sometime cause I always call him. So... this will be the anthem for a while...

Why haven't you called me?
Did you forget me?
I need to know...
When were you intending
To break the silence
And let me know?

Mine is the loneliest of numbers
Now is the loneliest of times
You're 19 days late, but still I sit and wait
Waiting and waiting, waiting and waiting, waiting and waiting
Waiting on you

Who have you been seeing
That made you forget me?
I bet you call him
Where, oh where does he come from?
I bet he lives close by
I bet he's just a friend

You've got me waiting on you
I asked you if you'd ever do me harm
You answered, 'Yes, I'll never do you harm'

-Waiting On You, Weezer

Here's the Nixon victory... thing. Also known now as hail the copy machine fixer!!! WOOT!

Hey guys.

lets see... went to work today... whoohoo. Talked about farting, burping, and a driver we've named a very dirty name ya know... the usual. haha Its greatness. My boss is trying to give me days to work and Justin days that aren't those days so we get kept apart. GRRRRR! Justins my homie! But its just cause Justin and I are the only part timers that know how to do more than applications and run the copy machine so she wants one of us there everyday. Though Sara started working there and shes all smart so she'll catch on quick. Speaking of the copy machine I have a story!

yesterday I went to make some copies and the copier had an error message that there was a jam. So this means some ass in the building broke it and ran away. So I was there for 20 minutes pulling the thing apart trying to find the supposed jam that was in there. When all it needed was more paper in one of the trays because the tray wasn't empty there was like at least 200 sheets in there but somehow it wasn't enough. I dunno, but when I fixed it I did the Nixon Victory sign (as photoed above) and danced while chanting "I am a copy machine god!!!" Boosted my self esteem for the day. Muwhahaha revenge of the lowly parttime employees! We can fix stuff you fulltime workers can't! Well... not usually... but it was a once in a lifetime thing.

Well thats all for now... I'll post more tonight when I feel like typing more.

*Reverie*

Went to work. First day with no Justin... who I don't really miss after a REALLY screwed up dream last night... ew... anyway.

I was working in the board room and see... board room rules are usually whoevers in there first gets to pick the station and everyone else has to deal. Thusly why I know so many oldies songs and have heard Becky Holly bitch about "new music crap" for hours on end while swearing shes "forever a 50's girl." yeah whatever. Anyway, this guy comes in and I was there first. Thusly by the usual rules I have radio control. And he was all "will it bother you if I'm in here." and I was like "No not at all," and so he sits down 10 seconds later stands up and is like "I'm going to turn that off." and he goes over to the radio. It took a lot of restraint to keep from throwing my empty nector of the gods bottle at him. I was here first as was enjoying the lack of Becky and the ability to have the radio at just the right volume. Anyway, the guy goes to turn it off but can't figure it out. So instead of asking the lowly part time helper who was the one who turned it on in the first place he just unplugs it. I dunno, everyone who doesn't know me at the office or who works up front thinks I'm an idiot because I'm a teenager. It makes me mad.

Like, say that day when Becky Holley like tag teamed up with this old guy who was doing Mirabitos taxes. And they decided to teach me a few things about life, and unlike Jill and her unending but loveable rants they went on about how death is coming for me. But I don't know anything about death and I probably don't even think about it because I'm too young. I just wanted to tell them to shut the hell up. These people don't know me. I don't claim to be smart but for chrissakes with half the shit I've been through I think I deserve to be treated like more than a child. Gah, I get so angry I'm sorry I'll stop my I'm a teenager and I think I know everything rants.

So I went to lunch and got my schedule WOOT! But its screwed up so I have to go get it changed tomorrow... *not wooting*

Then I came back and went to work in my favoritist room with Stacie and Jill and they all had taco bell. It was like some unending nightmare. Aside from the wierd justin dream I had an Adam dream and in the Adam dream we went to taco bell and I ordered a lovely lovely taco and before I could eat it I woke up. I woke up at 4:30 in the morning wanting not only Adam but a taco with sour cream and lotsa cheese... *drool* Infact, the taco voided out the Adam thoughts and there I was at 4:30 in the morning trying to figure out how I could get my hands on a taco. Unfortunatly... it occured to me that you can't get a taco at 4:30 in the morning... so after much thought I got out of bed at 5:45 and went downstairs and had the left over pizza from yesterday. This was enough to make me not hungry but I didn't get back to sleep until 7ish and I had to get up at 8. So it kinda sucked... I feel like I'm being haunted be the ghost of a lonely bean burrito.

Well thats all for now gotta go to the store... like kmart... and I get to see someone hopefully. Not that I care cause I really... so don't... at all... don't care.... so don't care....

*Reverie*

See all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know

and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
on my own..

-On My Own, The Used

God has finally graced Sidney Highschool with the 2004-2005 schedules. I know you all are just dying to know my schedule because you need to know if you have to sit with my sarcastic ass everday for the next 10 months. Because if so you should probably change your schedule specially if its a morning class because you all know I am a not nice person if its before 11 AM. haha

Per 1: English 11, Seltz
Per 2: Math B2/B3, Althiser
Per 3: Studio Art, Williams (also.. who the hell is she? Wheres Mr. Liss... this is an outrage... she better be cool...)
Per 4: Speech, Seltz (again...)
Per 5: Junior/Senior lunch. WOOT! I can leave the campus! WOOT! Bow to me and my upperclassman power!! MUWHAHAHAHAHAHA
Per 6: Chemistry, Pysnik
Per 7: Chem Lab (odd) Junior/Senior Gym (even)
Per 8: SS 11
Per9: studyhall

Okay thats it the official schedule had it changed today.

*Reverie*

Today wasn't all the excitin. Hung out with Colleen and the Bookhouts and theys be funtabulous! hehehe Becca never did get her revenge! *frolicks evily*

I called Adam last night and we discussed mayhap hanging out today and he said he might call and he didn't. Well... at least he didn't say he super dooper would and then didn't... guess that makes it almost alright but not really... jerkface... Oh well, I am woman and can live without him hear me roar!! MUWHAHAHAHAHA *ahem* done. But I didn't get to show him all the things I learned... so his loss. haha Yeah don't ask... =P

Work tomorrow and there will be no Justin... *breaks into hysterical tears* Curse you all! But it IS the last week of actual work and that feels very very good I must say.

Thats about all.

*Reverie*

And you bring me to my knees again...
All the times
That I could beg you please in vain...
All the times that I felt insecure for you
But I leave my burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I felt like this won't end was for you
And I taste what I could never have it's from you
All the times that I've tried
My intentions... full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone

But I'm on the outside...

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
Stuffed it down it's back again...
And I lie here in bed
All alone I can't mend
But I feel tomorrow will be okay...

Inside your ugly your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

-Outside, Staind

I cleaned my room more today.

Might call Adam tonight if I can stop being a chicken.

The End.

*Reverie*

(Yeah I know, the blogs sucked lately but life has just been really boring so I have nothing to say.)